English Poetry: Separation

It hurts big
it’s no funny jig.
Nothing makes sense
everything is so dense.
Mind acts as tutor
heart initially remains a suitor.
Days and nights there is restlessness
it takes away freshness.
Life halts
being alive is a fault.
Crying is easy
smiling makes one queasy.
Anxiety is an unwanted mate
people curse their fate.
Temporary or forever yes creates walls
distress is on your beck and call.
Memories sting
be it a marriage or fling.
Rips humans apart
hatred plays it’s part.
Wounds stab
life is drab.
Anger resides
ego takes sides.
Doubts arise
nothing is a good surprise.
It’s heartbreaking
then inner demons are king.
Takes a toll
abuses are on a roll.
Sanity is hit
shakes wits.